英语翻译It is the first time I have such a desire to write a diary in English.I wonder if there is something that really matters to explain that why I have decided to think of such things.Maybe it just unworthy.To me,it really makes a difference.

英语翻译It is the first time I have such a desire to write a diary in English.I wonder if there is something that really matters to explain that why I have decided to think of such things.Maybe it just unworthy.To me,it really makes a difference.
英语翻译
It is the first time I have such a desire to write a diary in English.
I wonder if there is something that really matters to explain that why I have decided to think of such things.Maybe it just unworthy.To me,it really makes a difference.
Again,I can't fall asleep.No Why!Because I don't know neither.It so happened that I was being trapped by myself,my thinking pattern,exactly,Things were gone,but they still stuck in my mind.Apparently,no why,for I haven't figured it out.
Things become more complicated and I can't help crying.Yes,that was true.Unfortunately,I have nowhere to let out my emotion.Neither can I.Thus,I stopped,at the midnight.
When everything keeps going,I can not help thinking "what if " and "if only".Fine.Forget it may be the best choice.
Eventually,I found it meaningless to do such sillly things.Now,I am right,but it is so wierd,and I still do not know why.
Ok,I just try.Try to accept what is unacceptable.Try to be indifferent.Try to try

英语翻译It is the first time I have such a desire to write a diary in English.I wonder if there is something that really matters to explain that why I have decided to think of such things.Maybe it just unworthy.To me,it really makes a difference.
It is the first time I have such a desire to write a diary in English.
这是我第一次有这样的冲动来用英语写日记
I wonder if there is something that really matters to explain that why I have decided to think of such things. Maybe it just unworthy. To me, it really makes a difference.
我想肯定有什么东西可以用来解释为什么我会产生这样一个想法.或许它毫无价值.但是对我来说却意味着一次改变
Again, I can't fall asleep. No Why! Because I don't know neither. It so happened that I was being trapped by myself, my thinking pattern, exactly, Things were gone, but they still stuck in my mind. Apparently, no why, for I haven't figured it out.
我再一次失眠,没有缘故的失眠,我自己都不知道为什么,或许我是被自己所困扰.
准确的说,尽管事情已经过去了,但是回忆始终在我脑子里回响.我自己也不知道为什么
Things become more complicated and I can't help crying. Yes, that was true. Unfortunately, I have nowhere to let out my emotion. Neither can I. Thus, I stopped, at the midnight.
事情变得更加复杂,因为我甚至不能停止哭泣（喊叫）.是的,这是真的.
不幸的是,我无处释放我的感情.因此在深夜我只能静止,品尝着失眠的滋味.
When everything keeps going, I can not help thinking "what if " and "if only". Fine. Forget it may be the best choice.
事情运转不停,我忍不住去想假如或者如果.是的,只有遗忘才是最好的选择
Eventually, I found it meaningless to do such sillly things. Now, I am right, but it is so wierd, and I still do not know why.
最后我才发现做这么一件没有任何意义的事情真实愚蠢极了.我知道我是对的,尽管看起来怪怪的,无可名状的原因
Ok, I just try. Try to accept what is unacceptable. Try to be indifferent. Try to try ~~~
好吧,我会尽量尝试的,尝试去接受所有不可接受的事情
尝试去有所改变,努力尝试吧.
有些地方写的不太清楚,但基本上写的还是不错的,对于一个青少年来讲.
加油～